Not like i'm sad or lonely or shit like that, coz i'm not lmao i'm covered friends-wise like trust me i am happy. BUUUUT

I wanna be friends with more people on newgrounds dawg, like i see someone draw a cool photo and they're around my age or sum and I rlly wanna just go up to them and say "hey me like art, u want draw ocs together :DD?" but like i have hella bad social anxiety and never actually end up doing it lmao

i see so many people forming connections on NG and friend requesting each other n shit and i wanna do that coz i wanna have other people that like the shit i like yk, not that my other friends don't coz they do but all of em except for like 2 just think of newgrounds as funny porn website and laugh in my face, that or they don't do art and dunno what it is lol

all of this is not to say i haven't met nice people, coz i definitely have 2 people come to mind that i've done shit with before collaborating or whatever and they're cool people, BUUUUT part of me still wants more, i feel accepted in NG and i accept all of it but i see different mini-communities of all these artists and creators and go "oh golly gee wish i could do that" but always feel like if they reached out or sum like that they'd end up as creepy and lose all chances of it happening

I'm sure it'll happen in time, I'm really just being a stinky poopy face and complaining but hey if you wanna listen to my complaints feel free

new art coming... sometime